18 years almost 19 have passed. Life had turned many different ways for me. Thats part of growing up. My story of growing is mostly like ne other person. We are young we go to jr high then high school and we make friends along the way that we think we will have forever,even though sometimes it dont turn out that way. I have lost touch with a lot of ppl and im not saying thats good or bad. But i sit here and think of how life has bought me. JR HIGH - FREASHMEN - krystal,lauren,kelly-all were great friends of mine who i spent a good chunck of my life with. i will never forget weather i talk to them every day or once a month they all will still be very close. rachel- not much and yet so much to say about her. once was a great friend but mainly built on lies. at one point she desided she dont like me any more about something that didnt happen..so i think.. i may never know the real reason what she got in her head and i really would like to know but im not ganna stress over finding out. JR YEAR/SUMMER General- that was my i dont give a fuck summer.i met a ton of ppl i couldnt nake 10 right off the bat that i would see everyday to flat out say it i was smokeing weed drinking and i tryed shrooms. at one point i didnt really want ne 1 at school to know but i dont really know why. i was soo pissed off at everyhting and everyone at that point i just wanted to rebel against everything. thank god being 16 is over. but i did meet ferret SENIOR YEAR- worked hard to grad early cuz i wanted out of there. spent a lot of time with ferret and my friend anna mainly just chilling and meeting new ppl nothing to special. 2008- ferret and i moved in with me dad back in feb. it was really cool hanging out with my dad hes was so much more like a friend then a dad for the most part. and it was also cool being there cuz he wasnt there in my life a lot. AND NOW- now me and ferret have our own place i have a little puppy named zeek and im starting schoolnext semester by choice. on aug 22 my dad was shot and he died. i know im never going to get over it and i didnt think by now i would start getting used to it but i havent. who knows when i will. since he died i have been goin nuts running around maybe now that everything is cooling down it might get better. so who knows what life is ganna bring u | 
